Date: - 16.12.2025 Day- Tuesday (Diary Writing)

 Date: - 16.12.2025                                                             Day- Tuesday

From few days I carried past stories of my father, brother, first wife whom I divorced, elder sister, your sister and my college friend Jitendra Thakare. How they have behaved with me? What they have done for me in the past? Whenever I ride a bike carrying their talks and treatment. Even I internally kept talking with them as if they were having discussion with me. Was that really matter for me to carry such conversations? Does it offer me a piece of advice? Do I know that it influences over my entire personality?

Let me tell frankly that I also did lots of mistakes in the past, but I never disclosed it before anyone. I always tried hiding such things by showing goody-goody before others. Why am I doing that? Is there anything to get or take out of it? Consequently, I developed negative perceptions of them and carried it with me all the time. It means that I fully engaged with such conversations.

As a result, I am not able to draw out any ideas for my personal as well as professional career. Further, I need to accept everything with sharing hereby. So as I can free myself from clutches of the past conversations.

Life is a beautiful thing for me ahead. I have some duties of caring my new family, parents and loan. I put a target of 2 lakhs, and that is my challenge. However, just keeping the challenge isn’t enough for me, but finding solid solution is required.

One of the best solution is to look for good and positive things in each being. I know it still hard to do. At least I should attempt to do it in order to fulfill my target.

What lost, anger, resentment, and regret I have now. Let wipe out them and gently past them or throw them into a dustbin.

Let me feel fresh and energetic towards life......