Unknown to known area.
Unknown to known area. I never noticed how I became negative and blamed others. It happened over time, and nagging my energy was unnecessary. It sometimes takes me to the dark side of life. It is unclear to be reasons. Further, it is quite hard to leave things and forget them. Then, it constantly flows through my mind and pinches me. I think that I feel hurt, unappreciated, unheard and non-recognised. Perhaps these are pinpoints of my mind that casually bring them together. As a result, I run after unnecessary and unreasonable objects of life. Even the mind makes meaning of everything in life. Once meaning enters the mind, then it tries to stay for a longer time. Slowly and gradually, fear, doubts, jealousy, negativity and reaction try to take place or exist in the mind. Then, I start making stories of life as well as daily incidents. By the next stage, I feel lost in the dirt of life where there is no authentic meaning—automatically asking ‘Why’ isn’t asked. I...