Mental stuffs!

 

Mental stuffs!

Since 25 February I have been doing nothing related to my work and preparation. I feel just passing and roaming here and there.  Apart from that, I feel weak and negative about myself. I think that I have to stop my job and run away somewhere. Even I sense carrying some kind of mental burden which is full of negative emotion. So, I feel fatigued and irresponsible towards my life. Earlier I was very positive but not now.

I don’t want to work hard and creative. I fail doing what I had been doing before that. I try to change these but next moment or hour I feel incapable or dejected. I think that I have been dishonest with myself and my duties. I am surrounded with negativity and difficulties.

Why has this been taking place in my life? How was I trapped into a net of procrastination? What factors are holding back me from heading ahead? Why am I interested in wasting my precious time? I ask myself why? Is there any specific reasons? Further, how did I become lazy and passive towards my positive life?  Why am I not following my ethics?

Let me collect energy and positivity, and go ahead. Let me become focused up my life skills and duties. This is my strict warning that I have to wake up and start working hard. It’s wake up call to me before it’s too much late in my life.

I must start my mission mentally and physically. Anyhow, I choose it and willingly adhere to it. I know God is with me all the time.

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