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Running through lots of options.....

  Nowadays, I am thinking a lot about its financial growth. The target of two lakh is my aim, but I need to know how to achieve it and what sources I will have for it. Frankly speaking, I am unaware of it. Still, I run after it and hope I will have something big breakthrough. Every time my mind run through lots of option, such as a start of new venture, making videos regularly on interesting topics and anything which suits my skills. While running through this, as a firm habit of my mind, it gathers pasts and tries to involve me in it mentally as well as verbally. That part is played silently by my mind. Further, I am automatically engaged with it; moreover, spoiling my mental conditions. It carries out throughout the day and influences me unconsciously. With a hope of God’s blessing, I will do better in the upcoming days. But it is sure that I have to find possibilities every day. It makes me happy and excited. I know that life is good for me. It has created a lot for me. So, ...

Learning everyday and adding something to life

  2) Second part Sometime I don’t get what to do or when to do because of lethargic attitude. Still I am all the time put myself into financial adjustments. I keep thinking how long it is going on. I am still clueless and baseless. But I have to get back on my energetic as well as creative routine. I don’t feel working hard for good cause. Why this is happening? I know that I am completely responsible for this chaos. Who will clear? How will it clear? When will it clear? These questions are lingering through my head. On the other hand, I happily go back on past incidents of my life, and deliberately entertain myself. As a result, I waste my time and energy too. Even I don’t realise what loss I have done. Why not I am ready for brighter and shiner career? Why? I have to get up anyhow and start my journey once again. 3) Adding or learning something everyday is actually growing in life. We have to learn something everyday, search different, bring new ideas to workplace and think...

I was in a dilemma whether my parents……….

    I was in a dilemma whether my parents……….   For the last few days, I have been worried about money and repayment of some loans, which were taken on a time period. But these days, I am unable to pay due to a lack of getting money. For this situation, I am solely and totally responsible. As I became an overspender and unnecessarily wasted money after family and objects. Instead of saving it, I spent it a number of times. And as a result, I faced financial issues and, most importantly, mental disturbance.   Earlier I thought of saving money, but I couldn’t carry out it. Consequently, I stole 3500 rupees from my own home as I did not have the courage to express my own offence as well as the mistake. Even though I tried to increase my income by thinking and putting in some efforts, it was only in paper and not in action or reality. What I confessed today here may be seriously disaster. This is no way good behaviour but a severely bad one. It could not be accepte...