I was in a dilemma whether my
parents……….
For the last few days, I have been worried about money
and repayment of some loans, which were taken on a time period. But these days,
I am unable to pay due to a lack of getting money. For this situation, I am
solely and totally responsible. As I became an overspender and unnecessarily
wasted money after family and objects. Instead of saving it, I spent it a
number of times. And as a result, I faced financial issues and, most
importantly, mental disturbance.
Earlier I thought of saving money, but I couldn’t
carry out it. Consequently, I stole 3500 rupees from my own home as I did not
have the courage to express my own offence as well as the mistake. Even though
I tried to increase my income by thinking and putting in some efforts, it was
only in paper and not in action or reality.
What I confessed today here may be seriously disaster.
This is no way good behaviour but a severely bad one. It could not be accepted
further. How could I take such steps or plan them out? I was in a dilemma
whether my parents would accept my words or not, that was mainly cause of
taking steps.
Authenticity and integrity has been out of my nature
as I acted silently. However, I have to take constructive steps to build an
honest character and start earning money. For that, I must go ahead and take
risks in order to set up my own empire.
Last word, let me ask God to forgive me, and I need to
correct myself. Further, I have to apologize without any excuse. God may bless
me and show a light of enlightenment.
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