Bomb-blast within!

 

Bomb-blast within!

Yesterday, I faced a very conservative situation at school where the principal suddenly asked and blamed me for doing a kind of business with the school parents as it happened that I sold my e-booklet to one of the parents who was a government teacher. So, the school inquired whether I did any money-related work or earned in the school name. The incident hovered over me completely and caught me for a day full of negative self-talk with others about it.

Consequently, my mind jumped over various things including leaving the job, voicing at the system, ill-talk and much more. As if something has happened seriously. Still, my mind gathered so much in front of me in the form of negativity, perception and behavioural issues. Further, I started looking at everything with a conservative perception of communication and behaviour. Importantly, I shared that with two or three teachers. That should not have been required at all. But I carried it out as if I was caught at the hands of the police, and I was falling out against the system for my justice.   

The day brought so much stress and negative self-talk. Despite awareness of the mental game, I became a puppet at the hand of the situation. By the evening, some other incident either small or petty added ill-stuffs to my school story. Somewhat, I lost my temper and had a word with that teacher.

In a nutshell, I was played like a toy by. I became unstable mentally. I felt the entire world had been against me.

Let me wipe out the incident like the written words on the blackboard. While going through everything in my mind, I expressed to myself what happened that had been good.

In life, everything has a reason that brings a bunch of learning either values or positive suggestions. Life is indeed a teacher to teach human beings. In short, acceptance of the happening in view of getting a good life is necessary.