Unknown to known area.
Unknown to known area.
I never noticed how I became negative and blamed
others. It happened over time, and nagging my energy was unnecessary. It
sometimes takes me to the dark side of life. It is unclear to be reasons.
Further, it is quite hard to leave things and forget them. Then, it constantly
flows through my mind and pinches me.
I think that I feel hurt, unappreciated, unheard and
non-recognised. Perhaps these are pinpoints of my mind that casually bring them
together. As a result, I run after unnecessary and unreasonable objects of
life. Even the mind makes meaning of everything in life. Once meaning enters
the mind, then it tries to stay for a longer time.
Slowly and gradually, fear, doubts, jealousy,
negativity and reaction try to take place or exist in the mind. Then, I start
making stories of life as well as daily incidents. By the next stage, I feel
lost in the dirt of life where there is no authentic meaning—automatically
asking ‘Why’ isn’t asked. It seems that I just try to chase in convincing
everyone in life. At some time, I try to keep an accepting view of these
happenings. However, I don’t see what I expect out of life.
By the way, let me keep keen observation on my
reaction part, thought process and perception.
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