Date:-07.03.2026 Day:- Saturday
Nowadays, I
keep listening to my mind about my past and my family’s treatment towards me.
As if they have done wrong with me and cheated me behind my back. Further, it
gathers a lot about past incidents beautifully before me. I easily get caught
up in its talk and start mentally responding to it. Even, it tries to convince
me that father and mother have deceived me deliberately. My brother too has
done the same as what the parents did, that was my listening to it. That’s why
I engage myself in that conversation. As a result, I feel tired and disturbed.
This constantly repeats all the time and bombards on my mind.
But these are just fake and misleading points for me.
As I know that my parents are really good and caretakers for me. They have
worked hard and supported me throughout my life. I really acknowledge and
appreciate them. And my brother has also helped me in my court case and handled
it perfectly. I know that he is very perfect in his work. He has good qualities
such as honesty, hard work, integrity and a helping nature. So, no question is
about his liability. My mind forgets his good deeds; on the contrary, it
collects negative points.
Further, my sisters are also good-natured and
supporting to me. Hence, I thank them for their good things to me. The next
issue is that my mind continues to collect about my first wife and her
treatment. She has not returned my original document file. I keep recollecting
this all the time and way in my daily routine. Consequently, I always respond
to it and weirdly keep talking with myself. I try to find fault with her.
However, there were mistakes by me, and I was totally failure as well as unable
to take care of that relationship.
So, it’s my responsibility to correct these points and
try to move ahead for a better future. I know that I have a good and bright
future. Let me start with daily diary writing.
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