Decluttering myself on the eve of the New Year.
Decluttering myself on the eve of the New Year.
I have been known to be angry, irritable, or lose
temper over a petty issue. I know that it is very harmful, and I even accept it
mentally. Why does this happen when I know it’s a disadvantage or disturbance
at the mental level? One of the important questions is why I mentally engage
with its trap and blab-blab box.
Every day, I encounter situations where I lose my temper, either at others or myself. Consequently, I start speaking negatively or violently. At that point, I don’t know what I am doing unconsciously. By that time, I had lost myself in the pattering of the mind.
I also accept that I make mistakes and errors.
However, acceptance doesn’t work. I should change my perception of events and
people as well, and I should take them as part of my journey.
Further, I bring my ego into that happening and think
of my insult. Why do I take it seriously mentally and start thinking negatively
despite the positive aura around me?
More importantly, attachment comes naturally and
obediently. It asks me why I shouldn’t leave it despite mind-game. It doesn’t
allow me to go beyond material life. As a result, I adhere firmly to it so much
that I start claiming over it. These happenings lead me unknown and dark area
of my life.
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