Journey to self-discovery
Journey to self -discovery
The onset of New Year 2020, I decided to start a new
venture in the education field. It was about handwriting and spoken English
course for school learners. So I approached most of my friends for either
partnership or associating with me in it. I viewed that it could help me with
manpower and finance. Further, I shared ideas with them on how we went ahead
and what we got positive learning along with profits. I was very hopeful of
someone to join hands with me.
But nobody accepted my proposal and ideas. I became
doubtful of my ideas as well as a venture. These friends had pushed me into a
pool of deep thinking. Their rejection raised an eyebrow over my ideas and a
startup. I didn’t have clear reasons for their disapproval. Further, I revised
my planning and ideas. Then I introduced it again to them. Still, there was
darkness on my venture as they didn’t heed at me.
Slowly and gradually I was drawn into a negative
aspect. I thought that it might be failed soon. I felt that they had sensed it.
However, I kept myself positive on my new venture. Lots of workouts had been
carried out in that direction. Then one day, I got clear reasons for their unacceptance.
These were in following lines,
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I
was not ready to jump into a new venture.
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I
was fearful of failure.
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I
was not confident about future decisions.
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I
was unclear of the to-do list of future planning.
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I
hesitated on front lead for that.
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I
was not seen as good decision taker earlier.
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I
didn’t have self –belief of my ideas.
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I
imagined that there would be a miracle without my efforts.
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I
was afraid of surrounding slow down and its influence upon my venture.
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I
was not courageous earlier on such a venture.
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I
just dreamed but not moved ahead in it.
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I
didn’t show any such successful formula to others.
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I
became negative as soon as any problem struck upon me.
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I
was afraid of my won planning and mind kept thinking of collapsing it.
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I
was not good at convincing the people.
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I
was failure earlier in the same field.
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I
didn’t maintain my words to others before that.
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In
the past, I didn’t indicate a sense of responsibility.
As soon as these
were jotted down, I was automatically convinced that they were right in
rejecting or disapproving my venture. It was a self-discovery for me.
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